I always see ‘em out the corner of my eye
Scared to death to fully see ‘em but I try
I just wanna ask ‘em why they follow me around
And they reply when I hear a sound
Or they walk by and give me a chill I can’t explain
It feels so strange is that a high
My anxiety’s at an all time high
One second I’m good than I flip a switch
Then I’m thinkin’ I might die
These ? spells are so annoying
From the outside looking in
Y’all thinkin’ I’m enjoying myself
I need help man, I’m destroying every positive force
With all these negative thoughts
How can I find happiness when I can’t remember this loss
I do so many temporary things
That smile for just a minute
Hat low but not for style I’m tryna hide under my fitted dog
It’s wild you wouldn’t get it
Try my best to make everybody laugh
But that’s just a disguise I’m really timid
Somebody make these feelings go away
Forget it, that’s my problem, ya’ll go ‘head
I hate these monsters in my head
— YAOWA X SLAUGHTERHOUSE